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Saturday, July 24, 2004

A long way to puerto g

Unfortunately, I didn't make to wake up early so that I can go to sta mesa and catch up with the car. Yesterday until 2 AM, I helped to encode the project of this friend and finished it very late. I went to bed after the encoding, after an hour, visitors from province arrived so again, I am disturbed. I can't sleep until 4am. Miserably, I didn't wake up even with my alarm armed.

After this dream of getting to mindoro, Alas, it is finally gone and burned. I try to figure it out, I lost hope. God may not be willing that I will be there with burdens behind me. So I loose control of me.

Thinking of it very often, I finally achieved peace in mind. I called up Mike, he is with Ruben's car, and they are already on their way to pier. Uh oh, fortunately, Ruben told that Serafin and Bhunny will come later after lunch, so I called them up immediately.
I even disturbed Serafin in his sleep early at 7 AM. Hehe, luckily, I am here with Serafin's office at PNU and waiting for Bhunny. I pray that Bhunny would come because he is the only one who knew among us how to get to puerto.

To tell you more after puerto!!!!

To Puerto Galera

all right, i'll tell you about how this opposes my review schedule. I am  not actually prepared to go to mindoro. First, I have my review during saturdays and sundays and there are only 4 saturdays/sundays left for the review. The next will be a refresher course starting on september. Second, I have two incoming visitors exactly same date to go to puerto. Third, I can't get away from my room.

But, I need to unwind and make a good communion to my old friends. That's why I need to go to Puerto Galera. I guess this will free me from mental stresses that I suffer everynight which  causes me not to sleep at night. It's been long time that I haven't seen Jesus in others. I longed to free myself with stress physically and mentally.

I have updates in music, my friends living with me in the apartment are very good in music. They like singing and I play along with them. With this, I can think of others other than books. I hope I can attain my goals in review the soonest possible. But for now, I am thinking of loving my visitors. I really hate these guys even they are with my own blood. I don't want to say something about them.

After entertaining these visitors, I hope next monday that I can resume my review session in my own.

I will still update you with my review status on my next posts.

Also, I am excited to see puerto galera and I am expecting a very good experience there.

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

Much better now

I am having my review daily routine much better than the the last two weeks. I only have this little problem of dizziness. I already have controlled this mental stress of mine. Simply, all is getting well as planned. From 100 question mastered everyweek to 100 questions everyday is fare enough. I will double this next week. And soon, everybody will be shock that I am at the top of anybody else who will take the exam.
I already learned how to impress guests of mine. At least I receive 3 guests a week and sleep in my room. At first, I get angry because I cannot cope up with my studies. But then, of course, I cannot just push my guests away my house. So it's better to learn to study while you have guests. These are big distractions I encouter everyday, but that's how friends work. I need to learn something so that I will be successful in my studies. Huh, did you get what I mean? Just ride on ok!!! you're just reading my blog. tsktsk...

For this week, my average review time is 4 hours and is not enought to conquer every review book. I still need more change in me like discipline, food and of course sleep.

I am afraid when there are too many of me, I am better when I am alone, and I am at my best when i am with you!!!