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Wednesday, July 14, 2004

Guests make me sick!!!

With this very hard schedule and tough goals to make my review better, I still receiving friends, and cousins, and etc as guests. I don't know what to do but I always accept them because I am hospitable. I use to mingle with them but inside my mind, I ask myself how to get rid of them. Do I need to get rid of them or ride with the present situation and just do what I need to do? What???? I have been mentally disturbed this days so I cannot go on with this topic. I will share with you pieces of these on my next posts. I have to be ready early tomorrow to enroll for a new review class.

Monday, July 12, 2004

The Start of a Serious Review

The ECE Board exam is just 4 months away. I confess that I did not give my very best to read my books for the previous 3 months. And I started thinking, what is it that I want?

The 3 worst months of my life.

Worst because I always end up sleeping in my bed, watching TV shows (anime), news, etc... "Barkadas come with me in my room, let's celebrate sometime! because we haven't seen for a long time". These guys of course don't come at the same time, each of them come at least once a month to talk with me. But there are so many of them. It's just like hosting one kada in one day, until another month has gone. So, I end up tired every day and done nothing for my review. Very sad I feel, because I feel like I am eaten by my newly created world. Aha, I tried putting away my barkada, but that's not easy, I tried, hey dude! why not come on december. I really have hard time for my review. (seems easy). They reply: oh you, don't you have fun with me anymore, let's have more drinks and play pool... I tried this many times but still!!!

This July, I will start my full time review, so there is no more extra-curricular activities. I will make schedule of my daily routine so that I can finish at least one book in one week. Unfortunately, many of my friends knew me as a computer expert that's why they call me "master jongsky", they handed over me their job as a computer technician and left me work that they cannot do. Simply, they left one CPU and one printer to fix, OWww, this will ruin my july review. I receive this kind of job at least once a week and cannot get off in me.

I still have distraction in the internet, I have these different instant messengers and communicate to people I knew, and at least I have a message every hour from different friends. Also, with this powerful internet connection of mine, DSL, keeps me busy working in my computer because I pay for the service. So I planned to unsubscribe to this DSL plan and use only the dial-up connection. This will be enough to check my email at least once a day. And I can stop using these instant messengers.

My statements in previous paragraphs explains slow change to what I wanted to. I want to attain full time review (4 hours in the morning, 4 hours in the afternoon and 4 hours in the evening). Alas, in this case, I can be at the toplist of the board exam.

Ahem, to all those who want to give help, mentally and emotionally, please feel free to reply with this post. I will be checking them at least once a day to get in touched with you. Thanks...